February 2012
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No words can describe how I feel right now.
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I hope you think about what you’ve done. I won’t hate you and I won’t blame anyone, but I hope you feel guilty about it. I hope you really think about it, and maybe one day you will realize that you have a LOT of growing up to do. And how much you owe me an apology and how much I’ve put up with you.
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Okay,...
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a potful of gummy worms.
People tell me to occupy myself with things, but I don’t even have to do that. Things seem to occupy me. I’ve been so unbelievably busy with work, assignments and my upcoming mid-terms that I barely have time to sleep. Almost everyday I come home feeling so tired but satisfied with my day. And then I just slouch in front of the TV with my textbook in my lap before I drift off to bed.
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it's always darkest before the dawn.
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it's okay rachel. so things didn't really turn out...
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What happened during Valentine's...
Valentine’s Day has passed, and just like any other typical day, I woke up and dragged myself to work. Work has been a lot more relaxing lately, especially since I’m slowly getting hold of all the classes as well as counter work. I really do enjoy teaching, and seeing little kids tumble around being silly and oh-so-adorable can really make my day :)
So it was with this happy mood that...
why do i put myself through this. why. why. why...
Sometimes I tell myself that this is all just a dream. I tell myself that this is just a big joke, a hugeass prank, a build-up to a terrific surprise. It feels really good to be able to tell yourself that, until you realize that you’re being unrealistically stupid, and then the tears start to fall.
niconme asked: Hey! I hope Gymboree training is going well for you :) I've been teaching for almost 2 years now - and TBH the toughest part of the job is the first 3 months! After that, you literally glide through the rest. Tough it out! You can do it :)
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slanted
I typed “askew” in the Google search box and the page really did tilt over a little bit! That completed my day :)
But on another note, the fact that a Google page turn can make my day makes me wonder what am I doing with my life. I have always been a very easy person to please. If I am ever sad, just tell me some random joke or change the topic & I will pop right back to normal...
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inner memories
You’d think that after enduring disappointment for countless times, I would have learnt how to give up. I guess being stubborn is just one of the annoying qualities about me. I hate that low self-esteemed feeling after not being able to get what I want, but oddly enough, my heart hasn’t decided to give up yet, even though my brain tells me I probably should.
I think friends who know...
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roses & thorns
i think a lot of people have forgotten the meaning of sacrifice. People always say things like “do you know how much i gave up just to do thisthisthis or thatthatthat”, in order to gain acknowledgement of the magnitude of the task they have performed. They might have said it in anger, or disappointment, or when they just simply cannot hold it in any longer. I think true sacrifice comes...